After Charles trial i am so relieved to hear that he has been summoned to the tribunal and might be released. i am so ecstatic. After Charles is finally released i desperately want to just run away with him and be alone. I am so in love with him it is hard to put into words. Later that evening i was told the most devastating news i could possibly imagine. Charles was called back to court and was arrested. After the trial my poor Charles was sentenced to death, i was heartbroken my whole world was shattered. I was so upset that i fainted because i was so distraught with what had just happened. As i was passed out, Sydney tried to kiss me. That was very weird for me after all that had happened between me and Sydney, I feel as if he was trying to take advantage of me because Charles was basically out of my life forever and he felt that I would be vulnerable enough to try and love him, but that will never happen. After all of these events happened, i needed to just get away. So I decided to move away with my father and Mr. Lorry. It was the best for all of us. Friday, March 16, 2012
Charles in prison
After Charles trial i am so relieved to hear that he has been summoned to the tribunal and might be released. i am so ecstatic. After Charles is finally released i desperately want to just run away with him and be alone. I am so in love with him it is hard to put into words. Later that evening i was told the most devastating news i could possibly imagine. Charles was called back to court and was arrested. After the trial my poor Charles was sentenced to death, i was heartbroken my whole world was shattered. I was so upset that i fainted because i was so distraught with what had just happened. As i was passed out, Sydney tried to kiss me. That was very weird for me after all that had happened between me and Sydney, I feel as if he was trying to take advantage of me because Charles was basically out of my life forever and he felt that I would be vulnerable enough to try and love him, but that will never happen. After all of these events happened, i needed to just get away. So I decided to move away with my father and Mr. Lorry. It was the best for all of us. 
Thursday, March 15, 2012
My Father
My father was a great man but something very awful was done to him and i will never be able to forget it. He was falsley imprisoned for 18 years and that really took a toll on our relationship and his emotional stability. After we found out he was not guilty, me and mr. lorry went to france to go get him and take him home. But, when we got there we tried everything we could to speak to him and he didnt really respond, just went back to making shoes. Well, after that i took him back to england with me and helped him to recover from what horrible time he had just gone through. I am so greatful that my father was happy to see me and appreciated my presence in helping him and i am so thankful we are able to live life together now even though he will never get those 18 years back. Also i am very thankful that Charles has been with me through this sad ordeal and helped me cope with everything that has happened to my father.
Charles Darnay
Although Sydney Carton has been trying to win me over for a very long time, i have had my eyes on someone else the whole time. I had first met Charles at his trial and i felt awful that he had to go through what they were putting him through and he just had the saddest look on his face i just knew i would be able to love him forever. Right when we made eye contact i feel as if we both knew there was a special connection and that we would be soul mates. He was so respectful of me and was such a gentleman. Also i feel that if Sydney
Syndey carton
So i have been dealing with Sydney for a while now and he won’t stop and i don’t know what to do. I don’t love him because he is just a mess that i honestly don’t want to deal with at all. He is very lonely and that is definitely a reason i would consider trying to help him but i just can’t see myself doing that and being uncomfortable with somebody i don’t have feelings for. He is a great man and everything but his drinking is out of control and he needs help. He is too lazy and needs to change his life because I’m afraid i can’t do that for him. I think that he does have potential to succeed in life but he keeps bringing himself down by drinking and drowning in self-pity. Also the fact that he doesn’t love his own self gives me the feeling he will never be able to love me if he will never love himself. Whenever Sydney gets up and tries to get his act together then maybe, just maybe, i will give him a chance and see if i am even close to being capable of loving him. I don’t think i could ever forgive myself if anything ever happened to Sydney, and at the rate things are going for him right now, I would not be surprised if he tried to hurt himself because he is just so depressed and lonely. Someday me and Sydney can or will be close, just not now and not when he is like this. He needs help and like i said it won’t be mine.http://www.google.com/imgres?hl=en&biw=1024&bih=587&tbm=isch&tbnid=14IRo7qpuMTFTM:&imgrefurl=http://sctbehindthecurtain.blogspot.com/2009_03_01_archive.html&docid=1j_YxV7hNL9lpM&imgurl=https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjxQ0Kf5hpgyCgRiKj0Ym9Ba7NcvuslKOVbBDPwkb9Y2_TK5dY0YMgdBxU9njaLSnajbTnzgxFIAVxIiobsGdlEe-Nq0Ey0r8relN0MauTlxfj_pTWq39dO_-mvtyAAuvOv9iBVpKnlKfeN/s400/TaleCartonLucieDarnay_PhotoByChrisBennion.jpg&w=400&h=282&ei=LIJjT9zpIOfM2gX6vaCuCA&zoom=1&iact=hc&vpx=271&vpy=245&dur=109&hovh=188&hovw=267&tx=133&ty=154&sig=113789814875712397011&page=2&tbnh=124&tbnw=151&start=18&ndsp=28&ved=1t:429,r:2,s:18
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